I don ‘t know what I was thinking.
When I started my career, I had a friend, who I call Steve.
We used to watch a lot of movies together.
Steve loved horror movies, particularly The Ring, The Shining and the original Psycho.
I was a huge fan of all of those movies, so I was thrilled to have Steve on my side.
Steve and I both grew up with an adult film addiction and were addicted to the thrill of seeing new movies.
We were both into porn, too.
Steve got into porn a little before I did, and as we both grew older, he had to deal with a steady stream of sexual abuse.
I never knew about it until I was 15, when a porn producer came into my life.
He said, “If you can’t handle a lot more, then I’m not going to give you a job.”
So, when I asked him what he was doing for a living, he told me he was in the adult film industry.
That was the beginning of a journey I’m still on today, because I’ve always wanted to do something different.
As I matured, I began to explore my sexuality and find my own voice.
But for the longest time, I didn’t find it.
I didn ‘t even know what that was until a few years ago.
I’m very lucky that I didn t have to confront the subject.
After years of struggling with my sexuality, I was able to finally say, “Enough is enough.”
I’m proud to say that I’m now a healthy, happy, adult, adult film actor and have my own show.
My story is different than yours.
You can choose to view this blog as your own or you can watch it for free.
I hope that by sharing this blog, you can inspire people to look at themselves as people, rather than just a consumer.
It’s up to you.
The more people understand the truth behind who they are, the better.
I can’t wait to share more about my journey as a person who was abused by porn producers and how it impacted me as an adult, and how I became a survivor.